Ruby Williams talked about “discomfort” and “panic” that he feels when he is contacted for photos and signatures by fans.
In a post on Instagram, the pop star said he was able to “hide” the fact that social interactions frightened him.
He also detailed his experience on a modern trip, when he received multiple requests for photos. He said that he was sleeping on the American local trip when he approached the fans who wrote “Beautiful Note”, praising his documentary, which explains his struggles of fame.
He said: ” “I explained that if they came and took a picture with me, my anxiety will rise – because the entire cabin will start asking who I am.”
Williams said that more requests came, as another passenger sent him a note, and another makes him feel “committed” after walking to him and asking for an explicit picture.
He said: “Every interaction – with strangers or even the people I know well – fill me with discomfort. I persuaded him well. But social interaction still scares me. So much so I did not go out for years. I had to do this without drugs or drink.
“I used to find it impossible. Now I … ok.
Williams said that this was “the dodging terrain of a famous person to give the context about it”, as he felt that there was “an unannounced law: as celebrities, it should be available around the clock throughout the week.”
He added that it was expected that “greeting all strangers as if I were the mayor of the best city that anyone has ever visited” and “make sure that their desires are fulfilled, whatever it was”, but some people were “lovers of fame, and not necessarily me.”
Williams said: “Listen now – if we cross the paths in the wilderness and you like me, I want you to tell me,” Williams said. “This means a lot. I will devote time. I have a gratitude for it. It is heated my heart when I feel I have prepared for you.”
He urged the fans to give celebrities “the dignity of their privacy, their needs, and their needs”, because it can be “on the phone with my mother, or talks about her dementia” or “thinking about Abi Parkinson.”
Williams, 51, is first equal to the Beatles team, as ACT was with most albums 1 in the United Kingdom, where he got 15 records in the graph. A CV, the best man, was released last year, as it was filmed with CGI as a chimpanzee, a comment on how he feels as a “performance monkey”.
The former of this singer takes a good documented history of depression, as well as being malicious, and was in rehabilitation in the past due to drug and alcohol use.
