IN 2016 sent me the escalating separation to a period of deep meditation. I was 25 years old and I knew that time had come to “do work,” they say. I have passed and spent the long winter and loneliness in sorting myself as much as I could. By spring, my mood was dissolved, and on the dance circuit on a night of Chicago’s house in the Melbourne city hall, I registered Olwin for the first time.
When we faced each other and presented ourselves at a party after, Fern Rison ran out. This brief interaction with it left me so much that I had to leave the party early. I was in a state of improvement, but I was definitely not ready for anything Which – which He was.
The months passed and the weekend I found myself at a big party in the city. I was saying hello to a friend when I realized that Olawin was standing with her. I got to know me from our electric and somewhat strange meeting and we gathered each other for the rest of the night. Since then we have been inseparable.
When we got to know each other over the next few weeks, I found myself saying all kinds of things outside the shipment. About how I felt this extreme familiarity with her and thought we might have been fate somehow. These were not concepts that I believed in, not to mention their discussion publicly, before I met them. But there was a safe and magical thing about Olwin. It seems that it brings this cosmic side inside me.
Obviously, I was feeling some huge feelings, but my logical mind continued to fight them. Olwin told me that she loved me about a week in romance, but I was satisfied.
Then on one of the summer days we were in a garden with a group of friends and decided to go to the pizza. In walking, Olwin got the severe migraines that affected her vision and movement. I will not call myself a natural care, at least at that time of my life, but at that moment my only priority that I paid to my home is close, where I can rest and I can take care of it. I was really, I was really afraid – I was never about a person who had a migraine headache – and I didn’t know what to do at first. I almost invited an ambulance. Through some gentle and intense communication, I managed to understand what you need from me. Passership seemed worried because we stood on some of the indiscriminate pedestrian corridors in Fitzroy, and her temples gently rubbed; But everything has become clear to me.
Once she finally arrived at her home and was safe, sleeping in my bed, with turning off lights and curtains, I knew that I fell in love with her.
At that moment, I realized how fool was to deny my feelings. I knew that whatever this relationship happened, it would be a great positive and influential journey. Once migraine subsides, I told her that.
Before I called Olwen, I was holding a very intellectual view of the relationships. I looked at the world through a logical lens. But being with her, I felt so safe that I was able to benefit from returning to the most expansionist perspective that I had as a child. Not a ridiculous way, but in this open open way that allowed me to see beauty and feel it every day. The magic comes from the contacts we make with others – even if we don’t know at that time.
It was not long after the migraine, I saw a pair of her weight in her wardrobe. He reminded me of some time, two years ago, when I saw someone in disturbing he had the most magnetic energy. When I asked Olwin if she was, she could not remember her. When she described the opposite hijab she was wearing, long dark hair and sharp explosions that no longer had, it became clear that our lives were spinning longer than we realized.
I fell in love with Olwin three times, it took the third thing for me to realize. Nine years later, we still find new ways to communicate. In 2021 we moved from Melbourne to Sydney. We have traveled widely and stumbled on the eastern coast, at least half a scale. Our journey together is a permanent development and I know that our biggest adventure has not yet come.
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